Its happened. At some point a switch went on and I just felt different. I am OUTGOING. Not just a little bit. A lot! I see someone and if I feel any interest I can just approach them and start a conversation. Just like that! And people are responding to this change. At work it feels like I've stopped being invisible. I NEVER went out to lunch with coworkers. EVER. and I went out for lunch TWICE in 3 weeks. Every now and then I catch myself being chatty and friendly and engaging and I feel in awe of myself. Its the MOST INCREDIBLE feeling. Its hard to put it in words. It feels like I have just started living. All those years were full of darkness and loneliness but not any longer!
Every now and then I will see someone who seems nervous and shy and my heart goes out to them. The weird thing is....I go up to them and try to engage them in a conversation and I can TOTALLY see what\s going on in their heads. I almost feel like I should start handing out nardil to these folks and then I realize that would not be the most appropriate thing to do at work!
Every now and then I will see someone who seems nervous and shy and my heart goes out to them. The weird thing is....I go up to them and try to engage them in a conversation and I can TOTALLY see what\s going on in their heads. I almost feel like I should start handing out nardil to these folks and then I realize that would not be the most appropriate thing to do at work!